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Thursday, September 29, 2011

mak . . kaka ta kuat . . (yucks ejaan gedix)

Do u know how much pain u will experience when ur kidney started to make troubles?
Damn it is toooo painful for god sake!
Feels like , arghh i wanna kick my own kidney but how sad i can't reach it wif my leg.
Okey not funny.

Stupid people done stupid things.
But sometimes smart people also did the same.
Weh kalau makan panadol banyak2 leh mati tak??
Dumb. Stupid question. Asshole. 
Weh apahal kau mencarut dohh?

Ya Allah maafkanlah hambaMu yg x kuat nie..
Tenang rasa hati bila membaca kalamMu selepas solat..
Tapi kdg2 diri ni tewas dek ujianMu..
Bukan mengalah,bukan putus asa..
Cuma ingin melemparkan sedikit ketidakpuasan hati pd blog yg serba pink ini.

Tired. Tired of everything.
Boleh x saya nak rehat skjap?
Boleh x antar saya pergi Disneyland or Paris..
Kasi rehat tubuh nie..
=(


i need somebody to hug me..
i need somebody to calm me..
i need somebody to cry on..
i need a shoulder..

penat dohh asyik bersabar..
kadang2 lelah..
knape hidup x seperti apa yg diharapkan?
tp cepat2 istighfar..
Allah tahu yg terbaik buat kita..

semoga Allah permudahkan kesulitanku..
beri yg terindah dlm hidupku..
aminn..




4 comments:

  1. nape dgn kidney wani... sbb mai mmg ade sakit dgn kidney.... mai ade kidney cancer

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  2. kidney cancer? humm.. wani ade some trouble with the filter..but x teruk mane la..tp bile dtg sakitnye rase cam nak mati jer..

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  3. yes... taufiq taw sume citer... mai memang ade kanser buah pinggang... dr umur 1 tahun...

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