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Saturday, January 18, 2014

best friend forever

aku perasan, hidup berdua as suami isteri ni, dgn usia yg masih muda, mcm ada kawan baik. buat apa apa pun sama2. masak sama sama. makan sama sama. lepak sama sama. tgk movie kt laptop sama sama. pergi mana2 sama sama. mmg semua benda buat sama sama. share masalah sama sama. pergi makan sama sama. buat pillow talk sebelum tidur. gelak ketawa sama sama. serius, masing-masing melengkapkan each other.

bagai ada roommate yg sangat cool, sangat best. sangat sporting. dia basuh kain, aku jemur kain and lipat kain. kekadang dia masak, kekadang aku masak. pergi pasar malam sesame, pilih baju sesame, berebut nak makan itu ini sesame. dia kacau aku tgh study, aku kacau dia tgk movie. 

sampai satu masa, cubit paha kanan, paha kiri terasa. orang lukakan hati dia, aku yg terasa kesannya. begitu jugak sebaliknya. he is really my best friend ever. orang yg aku boleh lepak sama sama, yg aku boleh sakat, yg boleh buat aku gelak bila aku sedih, dan paling penting, yg sentiasa ada dengan aku masa aku susah and senang. bukan senang weh, nak dpt teman sehati sejiwa. aku bersyukur sangat punya dia.

dan aku hargai sangat setiap apa yg 'kawan baik' aku ni buat, contohnya masa time final exam beberapa hari lepas, setiap kali time ada exam dia akan hantar aku dari banting ke shah alam. klu exam pagi pukul 9, pukul 6 dah bangun, mandi, solat subuh, and terus gerak g shah alam. sejuk gilaaa. bayangkan dah la naik motor. then exam aku 3 jam, 3 jam tu la dia tunggu sampai habis exam then ambik bawak balik banting. begitulah rutin sampai paper aku habis 16 Januari hari tu. 

dan dia la peneman aku time study. kkdg aku nak study, aku baca la apa yg aku kena study kt dia suruh dia dia dengar, then dia akan tanya aku soalan mcm2. then jawab soalan past year sama-sama. dgn dia, yg belajar Art n Design dulu, bukannya amik law pun. sampai masa paper Administration of Trust haritu dgn ayah mentua aku sekali dok tlg jawabkan past year soalan pasal wasiat. kkdg dia dah ngantuk pun dia dengar jugak apa yg aku nak cakap pasal law. kkdg aku malas nak salin nota dari laptop sbb tgh khusyuk baca buku, aku mintak tolong dia salinkan. dia la yg menyalin nota Land Law even dia tak faham sepatah pun.

sape la tak bersyukur kalau dpt best friend mcm tu.

dengan dia, selama 5 bulan ni aku hidup. pergi mana mana sesama. kena marah dgn nenek sesama. solat sama sama berimamkan dia. aminkan doa sama sama. meniaga setiap pagi sampai petang sesama. bercerita pasal zaman kanak-kanak masing2 sesame sebelum tidur. tapi tak ada sedikit pun rasa bosan, walau berdua siang dan malam, sbb hadirnya dia sangat membahagiakan hidup aku. sangat.

Ya Allah, moga hubungan ini kekal hingga akhir hayat. 

terima kasih kerana memberi bahagia.
terima kasih kerana menyempurnakan separuh lagi hidup aku.
terima kasih meminjamkan bahu tempat aku bersandar,
dan lengan tempat aku lena.
terima kasih sudi jadi imam aku didunia, suamiku.


asyik letak gmbr da besar je, letak gmbr zaman dolu-dolu pulak. :p


Friday, January 17, 2014

kerna datangnya bukan dari darah daging sendiri

anak sendiri ditatang, tak boleh ditegur langsung, 
tak boleh diusik langsung.
anak orang dicemuh, pantang silap sikit,
perang satu dunia.

tak sedar diri menumpang,
pada yg punya ayah itu.
dan anak itu adalah darah daging ayahnya sendiri.

hilang ibu, 
hilang kasih sayang,
hilang kekuatan,
tak perlu ditambah dgn kerasnya sikap,
kerna yang menggantikan ibunya itu adalah jasad kamu.

tapi benar,
ibu itu tiada mungkin dapat diganti.
sbb dari rahimnya kita lahir, dgn tangannya kita dibesarkan.
mana mungkin seorang ajnabi mampu mengambilalih tugas itu,
sesempurna ibu.

Thursday, January 16, 2014

the end of semester 4 :)

yeahhhh!! now I'm officially finished my semester 4 final exam.
kind of excited actually coz next semester I will be entering my final year of BLS degree.

ok taktau nak update apa dah. =,="

Tuesday, January 14, 2014

dear my son in law

A DAD’S SPEECH AT HIS DAUGHTER’S WEDDING 

I thought I would start my speech by addressing you as the “new” family of my daughter. 
But I think it would be inappropriate because now that she is married, you are “the family” for her. 
Believe me; I don’t have a problem with that. I, in fact, want my daughter to have “you” as her priority now. Its time for us to take a backseat in her life. 
We would happily accept it but would surely request one thing- please keep her happy! I am more than sure that you will keep her very happy. 
She will perhaps be happier than what she used to be here. 

But like all fathers, I obsess over my daughter’s happiness which is making me say this over and over again- please keep her happy! She never was and will never be a burden for me. She is in fact the reason why I breathe and smile. I am getting her married because this is what the law of nature demands. I am helpless in the face of our culture and therefore sending her to your home. She was the happiness of my home and will now light up your home. I am giving my world to you. Please make sure it remains beautiful. I am giving away my princess to you. Please make sure she stays as a queen. I have raised her with my sweat and blood and now she is wonderfully perfect. For all the care, love, beauty and warmth my daughter will bring into your lives, I just want her happiness in return—please keep her happy! 

If at times you think that my daughter has said or done something wrong, feel free to scold her. But handle her with love. She is very fragile. If at times she feels low, be with her. She just needs a little bit of your attention. If at times she feels sick, show her some care. It’s the medicine that works best for her. If at times she fails to fulfill a responsibility, feel free to chastise her. But empathize with her. She is still learning. Do understand her—please keep her happy! 

I don’t mind if I don’t get to see her for months. I don’t mind if I am not able to talk to her on a daily basis. I would be more than happy if she doesn’t remember me much. But, my only motive in life has been my daughter’s happiness which is now in your hands. I beg you, please keep her happy. Dear son-in-law, these words may not mean much to you now but if you are lucky enough to father a daughter someday, you will appreciate them better when you will find every beat of your heart shouting – “please keep her happy”! 


-- Dedicated to all fathers --

Thursday, January 9, 2014

kasih ibu sampai ke syurga ~


semalam adalah sesi bercerita sbelum tidur. 
"abg, tell me bout ur childhood memories. I wanna hear it." 
and nearly 2 hours, he told me bout his life. mostly started with, "dulu arwah mak selalu..." , "dulu arwah mak amik cuti jaga abg..," "arwah mak pernah...".. 
and then suddenly he stopped. "dah la syg, citer sal lain la pulak, sedih lak ase." 
:'( 
dia xpernah tunjuk how much he miss his late mum. but I know. I know dear. 
terima kasih arwah mak mentua yg tak berkesempatan berjumpa di dunia, kerna melahirkan anak lelaki sehebat dia. ur mum must be so proud of you, al-fatihah.


Monday, January 6, 2014

Friday, January 3, 2014

kurnia Tuhan

Terlukis hakikat insani
Dari cinta lautan jiwa
Satu penzahiran rasa jelas di mata
Satu lakonan di pentas dunia

Ini kisah yang tidak berbingkai
Dan bahasa yang tak ternilai
Kita renangi bersama lautan nikmat
Sampai ke pulau segala keramat

Aku hanya menumpang kasih melihat keindahan
Menjamah kebahagian
Dan berterima kasih atas kurnia
Yang tak terhingga..


terima kasih Tuhan..
atas kurnia yg tak terhingga..

Thursday, January 2, 2014

highlight 2013


well,
it's the end of 2013.
In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on.
my life goes on, even though throughout 2013 I had faced a lot of troubles and challenges.
I cried a lot, laughing too little.
until Allah bless me with such a wonderful memories.
memories I could never forget.
and this were part of it.



Jun 2013, I'm engaged to the man I love the most.


9 August 2013, I became someone's wife. 


17 August 2013, the day I became a princess. my wedding day. 


my husband took me to Morib, it's the first time I've been here.


guess where? Us in front of the Palace of Justice, Putrajaya. because I wanna see it damn much my husband took me there.


September 2013, my 4th semester begin. and I'm now a wife and a student as well. 


the first time I've gone to court. with my husband and my friends for our assignment on court report. 


the first time I deliver my submission in court as a lawyer (obviously not a real lawyer) in mooting.
a very interesting experience for me as a law student.


going to i-city with my mum and my two little siblings with my husband.


December 2013. going to my ex classmate wedding at Taiping, Perak.

28th December 2013. our birthday celebration with my perfect little family.

that's end my life in 2013.
a year that marks beautiful memories in my precious life.
last but not least, it is better for us to remember,

do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future,
just concentrate the mind on the present moment.
enjoy it before it is too late.
:')

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

farewell 2013, welcome 2014


farewell 2013, a year where major transitions happened in my life.


2013 will always be remembered.
a year full of tears and joy, laughter and smile.
a year I shall never forget.
a year full of surprises and happiness.
thank you Allah for let me live again and again.
thank you for the biggest and greatest gift in my life through 2013,
thank you for giving me him.

may 2014 be a year full of happiness and success.
Amin.